Cumming Soon/Orgasms for sale aka Life Plans

Okay, so in my 33 years of living, I’ve come to realize that I’m not so great at making decisions and  I’m very easily distracted.  One of those things, in any capacity can definitely add to problems in life.  Try having both…

When I think of what I wanna be when I grow up, (there’s that “growing up” sentence again…) I have no idea.   I have been working out some life-options at the moment, one of which is culinary school.  I just found out this morning that I’m accepted to all three course choices for cooking…  and then I declined them. Yah, not gonna be a cook…  That was just a fleeting-panicky grab at something I thought I should do, but I’m not a cook.  I like food, but I don’t want to cook for others.  *(I haven’t totally destroyed the school idea.  I’m still going to school in the winter, but I’ll be taking online classes rather than in class.  Frees up my time, which I happen to like.  There’s another reason why cooking was a huge no, ugh, one working for someone else, two being on a schedule… BLAH!)

I’ve spent the whole morning focusing on THE idea that has infected my mind for years now.  At least five years, so say the three (+) business plans I have floating around on paper, in my head and on the laptop.

I’m going to sell toys, adult toys.😀

It can work,  I think that I’m the perfect  person to do this kind of job.  Sure others can do it but I’ll be great at it.  I’m not embarrassed by anything really, I know a lot about sex, masturbation and orgasms and have a wee bit of background in running a business.  (I’m not just a pretty face…😛 I do have 13+ years management behind me, three of those in a retail sex store).

So you ask… Why haven’t I acted on it?   Simple.  I’m afraid of failure.  Can’t fail what I don’t try, right?   I know now that’s not an excuse, well it can’t be, or I’ll never get this done.   So I’m on it.

I’m either creating my empire or my biggest failure.

I won’t know which til I try.


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